One

I'm the one who's easy to talk to I'm the one you'll have good conversations with I'm the one who'll carefully listen and ask challenging questions I'm the one you'll find interesting and smart and probably hot though not quite hot enough I'm the one who's nice and caring I'm the one you'll want to …

20-11-03

The day is perfect, and that I haven’t been out in a while makes me appreciate the fresh air, the yellow-leaved view and the sunrays a little more than usual. Being able to look further than the walls of my room fills me with a familiar, lighthearted enthusiasm which accelerates my pace, and it takes …

Can’t judge from a distance

I can't judge from a distance but I know you did it maybe not all of it but so much and I can't judge from a distance but I am so proud still of all the fragments I see and it's weird because I can't share any of it so I stare at the wall …

Self-doubt

My blog turned five this month. A surprise, considering the number of times I’ve had serious thoughts about deleting it in the past. I love writing, and I wish I would post more frequently. But life can be difficult when there’s this constant, inhibiting sense that deep down, you suck. As I’m writing this, there …

19-11-02

Trunk filled with backpacks, car filled with five sweaty pals, trying to kill time by making a list of things to do in Vienna when friends come visit. We’re on our way home from a trip. I’m driving. Depends on what they like. Touristy stuff? In any case, definitely Schönbrunn. What about markets? Naschmarkt maybe? …

19-09-01

Think I saw him yesterday. Not sure, though. I was on my way home. And it’s funny because just recently I’ve started thinking about running into him in the streets more frequently again, and this thought did cross my mind yesterday, too. I dismissed it, because I walk that way several times a week and …

Amsterdam

A couple of months ago, shortly after having arrived in Amsterdam for the third time in my life, I decided to re-read one of my earliest blog posts: the one about my first experience in Amsterdam. Back then, in 2015, I had been incredibly excited and put a lot of effort into writing that shit …

Nothing is ever made to last

I often wish I could write music or poems or novels, or draw doodles or paintings, or find another creative way to deal with everything that's on my mind. But I guess I'm just not The Weeknd. I've got to work with what I've got, and I found that scribbling down my thoughts on little pieces …

How to – Fernbeziehungen während einem Auslandssemester

News! I'm now a guest blogger at StudentJob and my first post just went online, so go check it out! You can find this post here (it's in German though).

Regrets

When people ask me what I regret most in my life, they usually expect to hear about big stuff, like life-changing decisions I took or didn't take. But the truth is, there isn't anything I regret. Everything I did in my life brought me to the point where I am right now, and I wouldn't …